Living in the Shadows of the Apollo Generation

Living in the Shadows of the Apollo Generation

I was born in December 1973, 1 year and a few days after the United States’ last crewed mission to the moon. I have been engaged in research astronomy since I was 17, and have spent the entirety of my career being one of the youngest in the room. I’m still called “young lady” in professional meetings, and teased for not remembering Carter (or Johnson or Nixon). While the millennials are coming up behind me, fighting to define new paths, my generation is still getting lost in the shadows of our light hogging senior peers. At some point, I keep expecting things to change as my generation becomes “senior”, but that change seems to be on hold – maybe permanently – for many (most?) of us. The reasons are complex and are steeped in the history of the industrial and educational complex that grew up around the Apollo landing. Today, I find myself worried that when that Apollo generation does retire, there won’t be a healthy, established community ready to fill their shoes; I’m just not sure those of us still waiting can wait that long.

This is the first in a 2-part series on the broken job pipeline. This essay overviews how we ended up with an over-population of elder academics. In the next (likely shorter) essay, I’ll look at how the lack of secure jobs coupled with consistently delayed Federal budget bills, is effecting researchers.

Over-population: The Echoes of Historical Funding

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In the late 1960s and on into the early 1970s there was a massive push to invest in space-related research and science-related education. This push is reflected in both the percent of the US budget that went into research and development (R&D) and in the actual dollars spent. No matter how you slice the numbers, they point to science being something our government spent money on (past tense) [AAAS]. With this historic increase in funding, we also see a corresponding increase in the number of people receiving PhDs and going into faculty positions [AIP]; positions they are still in today.

Someone who started college the September after the first Apollo landing would be about 64 today. While the minimum US Federal retirement age is 62, the average retirement age of faculty is somewhere north of 70, with some studies showing that as many as 15% of faculty wait to retire until they are in their 80s (1, 2, 3). Those who were in grad school during Apollo are just hitting that age 70 “maybe I’ll think about retiring” threshold. The reasons these men (and a few women) aren’t retiring are complex. While a lack of sufficient savings (given the economic downturn), unexpectedly insufficient state pensions, and the collapse of the housing market all play their role, they are accompanied by a strange companion – academics generally love what they do and don’t look forward to retiring to do something else. Not wanting to retire because you don’t want to lose your access to libraries, research equipment, and everything else that makes research possible is an entirely valid reason not to retire. Without a steady stream of retirements to balance the steady flux of new PhD’s, overpopulation occurs.

The Closed Pipeline

In an ideal world, the space related fields would be growing in ways that would both allow the non-retiring seniors to stay on while new jobs were being created for new graduates. That isn’t our reality, though.

Today flat budgeting is the new “up,” and state and federal expenditures on higher education and science are largely holding constant (at best!). While students are facing an unholy burden of massive tuition increases, this isn’t sufficient to compensate for universities increasing baseline costs. From having to pay more for buildings, energy, and all the other facilities (and administration), to having to pay more so they can keep up with increasing reporting requirements, to just having to do more (adding and upgrading computer networks, for instance), universities are just… stuck. Often, the first two things to happen are overall enrollment numbers are increased (if possible) and departments with low enrollment numbers are cutback. In all but the best institutions, the number of physics and astronomy majors is counted in the tens, with just a handful of students graduating each year. With some university graduating classes being several thousand, it is easy to justify eliminating a physics degrees that only graduates a few as a cost-savings measure.

Downsizing physics and astronomy departments takes many forms. The most “gentle” way is to just not replace faculty who leave. While this may lead to the “A ha! So people do retire!” thought, the truth is that while some people do indeed retire, faculty leave for many different reasons, ranging from leaving to take positions at better/closer to family/further from family/culturally different/just different institutions, to failing to get tenure and being asked to leave, to just wanting a job in industry that pays better. At my own institution, our physics department has seen 6 faculty leave with only 2 retirements. Only 3 of those positions were replaced. This is kind of typical right now. But, this is the “gentle” way that departments slim down. Much more cruelly, some places have actually eliminated faculty lines so that young faculty just starting were never given the chance to ionize from tenure-track to tenured. Instead, they simply had to leave while their elders stayed.

While physics and astronomy departments are nationally slimming down, the number PhDs being produced is once again on the rise (remember that whole “Increasing enrollment” thing up above?). The best of these individuals get purgatory positions called “Post Doctoral Fellowships” (or just “post docs”). These positions are typically for 2 to 4 years, and at the end, you are off to find a new position. Most post docs are only open to people who are within 7 years of completing their PhD, so folks who don’t land the elusive “real job” fast enough are kicked out of the game. They go on to become computer scientists, school teachers, writers, retailers (the dude behind Subway had a physics degree!), and as I learned one horrifying moment in Baltimore, sometimes the guy who was a PostDoc at [redacted top institution] goes on to become the dude stocking the hotdogs at the Big Chain grocery store.

When I got the American Astronomical Society Job Registry today, there was screen after screen of post doc positions available, and less than a handful of tenure track positions. There were no general positions open for mid-career people like me. None. If I wanted a job… I couldn’t find one. Not today.

Untenured, Untethered, and Quiet

Once upon a time, in a mythical Ivory Tower I can only see in my dreams, the starry-eyed young PhD would move from diploma to post doc to tenure track in a graceful career arch. After 6 years, often before they turned 40, they’d have tenure and (if they wanted it) a job for life. With tenure in hand, they became free to do research that might fail, to point out flaws in the system that might earn them wrath from their administrators, and to otherwise pretty much do and act as they pleased. Those without tenure, they have no security and must make sure they don’t annoy those above them. In many ways, the 6-years of the tenure track is nothing more than a very long hazing ritual. Yes, you have to do rational things like prove you can do independent research while successfully teaching classes while also serving on committees… but… That is a lot of unnecessary gauntlets often thrown up along the way.

But if tenure track faculty are the pledges in a fraternity, the non-tenured/non-tenure track faculty are the people who didn’t even get a match. They are the ones who may or may not teach, and whose salary may go up and down at the whims of their seniors – their PIs, their directors, their program officers… And they sometimes just wake up one day and have that last rejection letter telling them the grant they applied for only had a 4% success rate and they weren’t in the top 4% and they won’t be funded. With that email they realize that they no longer have a job when the current round of funding runs out in weeks or months.

age-of-R01-investigatorsMeanwhile, as universities struggle for funding, senior faculty that might once have settled into mentoring, administration, and asking for small amounts of funding on random grants are now looking for more and more major funding. This has radically changed the demographics of who is getting grants. While I couldn’t find a physics and astronomy specific graph, a study by the National Institutes of Health shows the trend in that field, and… it’s striking to see how early career researchers are just not getting funded as the principal investigators the way they were just 20 years ago.

The impact of not funding early career researchers goes beyond the basic, “If you don’t fund them, they can’t do research” problem. It also effects how they are perceived. The elders in our field, who grew out of the Apollo boom, came of age in an era of riches (20% or better success rates on proposals) and they don’t always understand that today’s juniors aren’t failing to get grants because they are failures. With a modern 5-10% success rates (or worse), proposals rated as excellent with no weakness may not get funded because on the day they were ranked, they just weren’t lucky enough to be anyone’s favorite project. It isn’t enough to be excellent – you also have to be lucky.

To that now senior researcher who had tenure by 40 and was consistently funded as a baby academic, my generation seems to be nothing but fail. Many of us went through 3 postdocs, landed in a soft money job, and somewhere around 40 tried to start that tenure-track challenge. This drawn out path isn’t because we suck, but because to make it this far we’ve had to always be the best of the best of the best, and as good as we are, this is the best we’ve done. Yes, some do achieve things like Nobel Prizes before 40, and some do get tenure young, but… but the Apollo era scientists are still out there dominating the field, and when they wonder why all of us didn’t succeed like them, they need to offer us a hand up instead of a push down.

I’m still called “Young Lady” in professional meetings, like I’m a misbehaving tween. I hear those words from the permanently funded peer and I bite my lip because I may need help from someone with their job security. I get teased for my youth, and I bite back the temptation to call them “Grandpa” as they discuss how hard it was for them back in the day. It’s not their fault they’re older than my dad, and are still doing the job they love. I just wish they’d let the spotlight shine a little more brightly on the next generation. I wish maybe they could mentor and administrate and free more people to succeed in the places where they already blazed a trail. I don’t demand they leave… I just wish they’d make room for others beside them so that maybe we could get around and start to blaze our own trails.


  1. Steven Theiss
    Nov 3, 2015

    Every time I read something like this, I become even more thankful that I never wanted to pursue the academic route! Academia is really shooting itself in the foot if it doesn’t figure out how to solve this supply/demand imbalance. Ultimately I suspect that fundamental changes will need to be made to the tenure process, including some kind of mandatory retirement age. How else can we hope that good, qualified scientists like you, Pam, will have the opportunities to succeed. The current model is clearly broken and unsustainable. Unfortunately, it will probably have to break down even more before anything is done to fix it.

  2. Larry Benjamin
    Nov 3, 2015


    I think the reluctance of the older generation to make way for the next one is common in every traditional industry. I say “traditional” because in some sectors of IT and the “new economy” of Uber, AirBnB and the like, it seems to be different. But in academia, which depends on government and corporate funding, the tendency is for everything to be hidebound and conservative. And this combined with the general downturn in funding has created the situation you describe.

    I’m not sure what the solution is, other than new people in government with a different vision. I just don’t see that happening anytime soon.

  3. Rick Schwarz
    Nov 4, 2015


    I agree with everything you say, and I am most distressed by the limited opportunities for younger academic scientists in many disciplines, particularly Astronomy/Astrophysics.

    Like you, Astronomy/Astrophysics was my love from my early teens. I obtained my BS in Astrophysics & Space Science (U Albany) in 1973, just before you were born! During all four years of my undergraduate program, I was incredibly lucky to work 20-30 hour per week during the academic year (more during breaks and in the summer) as a Research Assistant at a NASA-funded Space Science laboratory and observatory. I did not realize it until later that I was participating in research at a level usually only done by grad students. I worked on several sophisticated instruments (electron transmission and scanning microscopy, and others) analyzing micrometeorite and cosmic dust samples returned during an Apollo mission, Skylab missions, and sounding rocket missions. Was a co-author on two papers! It was Camelot.

    However, as I looked into graduate school opportunities, I could see the writing on the wall. The salad days of the “Apollo Generation” were no more. Job prospects in the field (particularly academia) were bleak. BLEAK! In fact, the Astronomy/Space Science department at U Albany completely shut down two years after I graduated. Following a “gap year” (although they did not call it then!), in which I continued at a full-time Research Assistant post, I entered and completed a PhD program in Biophysics, and enjoyed a highly rewarding research career (first NIH, then biotech industry). I have never regretted changing course…..But still wonder what “might have been” if I had stayed in Astrophysics. I have never lost my love for Astrophysics and Space Science…..Follow the research, the journal papers and the web sites and pod casts closely. My combined education in Astrophysics and Life Sciences (Biophysics) has made the rapidly-advancing discipline of Astrobiology enormously fascinating for me. Read and study everything I can on the topic!

    BTW, I immensely enjoy, and appreciate, all of the podcasts that Fraser Cain and you produce (Astronomy Cast, WSH). I am a regular on the Google+ Hangouts. Made financial contributions to CosmoQuest and Astronomy Cast in the past, and will do so again on a regular basis. Keep it up…..You are terrific!

  4. Stephen Davies
    Jan 12, 2016


    You make a really strong argument that I would not contest. What I love about your post is the actual naming of the “Apollo Generation” as I believe it has a much wider cultural context than you intend. To explain: I was 6.5 years old in 1969 when Neil Armstrong first walked on the moon. Per Piaget’s model of cognitive development, I had just transitioned into the concrete operations phase of my development. When I saw those live streamed images of a man walking on the moon, and of our planet as a small blue and white ball in space, it became an anchor in my personal identity – I got the fact that we lived on a finite planet. Being born in 1963, there is some dispute as to what “generation” I belong. Some say baby boomer, others say GenX, but I say Apollo. The reason I say Apollo is because it is our generation that has grown up seeing the finite planet as a whole in the vastness of space. When you combine this with the Limits to Growth publication in 1972 by the Club of Rome (yes, I read the press stories when I was 9), the point was confirmed – a finite planet with limited resources cannot sustain unlimited growth. It’s my contention that this is the unacknowledged zeitgeist of our generation. We are the Apollo Generation but not in the way you originally frame it!

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